i love beijing

 一個回冷的春晚，不是晚會，從教室走回家的路上，聽著清醒的第一章專輯，感受著舊的感覺，突然想起了媽媽的雙卡帶錄音機，結婚的嫁妝，陪我度過了童年的很多快樂時光，80屆經典動畫片合輯，四大天王到歐美音樂，還有自錄的小歌，總喜歡擺弄上面的旋鈕，調出不同的效果，感受那不動的感覺，也許那就是生活的感覺。

  閃回--平房小院炸酱面 蒲扇马扎逮蛐蛐

   高三，離開了居住了17年的平房，搬進了封閉的小樓，離開了庭院里原來的石榴樹和滿院子的花草，再難見樹上的知了和地上筑建王國的螞蟻大軍。僅有的一些數碼照也不知去了哪里，懷念拿著蒲扇吃著炸醬面和鄰居斗嘴聊天的樂趣，就像告別地氣，升上高空大花園的盆花們，也失去了迎接泥土芬芳的權利，生活是美好的，時光的變遷確實折磨人的。

 突然回想起住在108的日子，一個與青塔并稱的百姓區，簡樸卻真實，充滿了人情的味道。今天的下雨天氣讓我想起了小學時的一個情景。依舊是晚上放學和小同學拎著當時特有的哈慈保溫壺，飯盒袋，大書包走回六建的奶奶家，打開電視，邊吃飯邊看我那喜歡的魔神英雄壇，外面是個陰雨天，下起了大雨，準備回自己家了，我坐上爸爸那經典的白鴿二八男車，后面的大架子很寬，一點也不咯的慌，老爸穿上藍色大雨披，我就坐在他身后，把自己罩在里面，摟著他的腰，聽著外面吧嗒吧嗒的雨點打擊聲，看著車下地上的雨水濺起的樣子，從馬路騎到河邊的時候是段土路，經常積水，泥濘得很不好走，但那就好像是兒時的一種冒險，坐在車后，那種感覺很刺激，覺得特別好玩，爸爸也總是讓我抱緊他，怕我掉下去，旁邊的那條臭水河在我的童年中是恐怖的，經常會聽說誰誰誰掉下去了，或者誰的球掉進去了之類的事情發生，因而那雨中在河邊的感覺更是讓我既害怕又覺得好玩，也覺得爸爸真的好棒啊。雨披中的顛簸，在我長大后自己騎車去上學的時候覺得那真是很累的感覺，也許這就是那樣，回憶只能留在那個特定的時間，長大后的戀舊只能是一種受挫。

  兒時的地方已經被高樓所覆蓋，雖然現在依舊住在同樣的位置，但空間卻是原來的上面，是我們的生活變好了，還是人的心變了，這時的安靜已遠不是兒時的那份安靜...

ZIYO--too many times 

Suddenly I realize your never gonna answer the phone
Your light is on, I know your at home
But you＇d rather be alone.
Standing here I＇m recognizing that the tide has finally changed
Your Rolling out to sea once again
It＇s not surprising, guess i＇m the one to blame.
You said that love takes a lot of strength
You said that life cannot be contained
You said that joy might bring a little pain
I feel a little pain
I fell a lot of pain.
When it＇s been too Too Too many times I＇ve made the mistake
to turn away when I should have stayed
Too scared to really reach you,
Now I＇m gonna lose you,
I didn＇t really mean to.
Too Too many times I＇ve made the mistake
to turn away when I should have stayed
Too scared to really reach you,
Now I＇m gonna lose you,
I didn＇t really mean to.
This is a catastrophe, your telling me the world＇s gonna end
Your saying things like ＂let＇s just be friends＂,
I don＇t want to be your friend.
Smoked up all your cigarettes and there＇s not very much of you left
Except for all the things that you left,
Like your useless tape cassettes.
I＇m not angry just a little scared.
I＇m more sorry than I now appear.
I did all I could to make you leave,
Now that you want to leave,I don＇t want you to leave.
When it＇s been too Too Too many times I＇ve made the mistake
to turn away when I should have stayed
Too scared to really reach you,
Now I＇m gonna lose you,
I didn＇t really mean to.
Too Too many times I＇ve made the mistake
to turn away when I should have stayed
Too scared to really reach you,
Now I＇m gonna lose you,
I didn＇t really mean to.
Now I need you. Now I miss you. Now I want you to.
I want you to change me, oh oh, I want you to change me oh oh.
Now I need you. Now I miss you. Now I want you to.
I want you to change me, oh oh, I want you to change me.
When it＇s been too Too Too many times I＇ve made the mistake
to turn away when I should have stayed
Too scared to really reach you,
Now I＇m gonna lose you,
I didn＇t really mean to.
Too Too many times I＇ve made the mistake
to turn away when I should have stayed
Too scared to really reach you,
Now I＇m gonna lose you,
Now I don＇t wanna lose you.

偶然从朋友的博上看到这个乐队，ZIYO自游，女主唱的感觉不错，发音挺喜欢，音乐做得也挺舒服，背景附带一首too many times

废话不多说，打开这个新日志的面我都想了半天，最近西藏你敢不闹事嘛，弄得成都人心惶惶的，抢杀烧砸，成都全占了，不平静的春天，和平的曙光会出现在政党和宗教之间否 孰知 滚草

乐队图一张

 这红蜘蛛和擎天柱太牛逼了 想要啊

 我最爱的六面兽 听说老玩具升值了 我那个不知道市值多少了

   天暖了，熬过了寒冬，迎来的春的感觉，成都的春秋都是很不错的，少去了北京的风尘，阳光也多了不少。

  最近过着平坦的生活，心里踏实了不少，开题，看资料，写报告，一切有条不紊的进行着。

  有点想家了，虽然再过一阵也就回北京了，再享受一下成都的生活吧，该吃吃，该喝喝。

  月底有刺猬和后鲨的巡演，应该不会错过，最近听的风格转向了静的曲子，tortebus总回荡在耳边，天暖了，也许不需要那么多躁动去让心灵取暖了。

  星际，没事想练练，象棋，没事要下下，回去杀小斌几盘，股票房地产也得看着点，什么都不能拉下了，每天的事也不少，也挺充实，但心还是不愿这个城市中得到释怀。

  她她的考研不知成功与否，我的工作是定了，就等着拿证走人，离开我心不所属的这个闷骚的湿辣小市。

『迷幻公园』，一个以滑板题材但不是讲滑板的片子，下了还没看，说是不错，有兴趣的下来看看。

电驴上有nike的滑板新片『Nothing But The Truth』，感觉还成。